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MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
i'll post up cutesy pics tmr, since my card reader in hidden amidst piles of papers and stuff, of which i have no idea why do i still need to face them when i'm goodly done with school, ahem, for now..
so, the brother & family came over for dinner - in which i was only involved in cutting chillis and grinding onions, oh oh, as well as running errands at NTUC, which wasn't exactly an errand cos i managed to buy 2 mini, yet big, hooks, as well as a tube of lipgloss and lipbalm.
Now, don't get me wrong. It wasn't for vanity or for the attention seeking part of me to get that lipgloss, but more of a practical reason. *ahem*.
#1 - My lips were peeling due to the sun burnt, and adding to the fact that my lips aren't exactly *very* hydrated, i saw the need to get a tube of lip balm like Nivea or something to moisturize those 2 sausages.
#2 - Any my lips aren't really pigmented/coloured to begin with. So when i'm FORCED to wake up early for work, in the morning, of which i have proudly exclaim to the pretty-much-non-existent colleague beside me that, it's been awhile since i last saw "9am", my lips are really pale and decolourised, till about 12ish, which is like the wake up time for my lips, or like the nerve passage way would only be open at 12ish for my blood to flow through my lips or something. =/ (weird imagination simply implies a somewhat screwed up childhood. my bro seconds that.)
so the intention was to get a colour that's close to my natural lip colour, but after spending less than 15min sourcing for both lipbalm and lipgloss, i have no clue why did i purchase this lipgloss with very little color.
... slap me please, someone. It looks nice, natural and all BUT my intention is to make me look alive, not further deaden my dead face, when not-talking much to anybody in the work place is actually NOT HELPING MUCH. I SECRETLY THINK THAT THEY ALL THINK IM SOME WEIRDO, OR A SCIENCE KID WITH HIGH IQ AND LOW EQ. I really bu ming bai my ownself.
So i thought since i like DIY stuff so much, i should attempt to add 'colour' to my newly bought lipgloss. So i added this slightly pinkish, but more to the yellow side (sounds orange) powder from this entire make up set i received from my aunt - i had trouble opening it. I think this is my 2nd or 3rd time opening that make up kit.
Oh, no. it didn't work, in fact i made it more opaque to the extent that my lips look concealed. The horror. i almost stabbed myself with it. But on the brighter side, since it makes my lips glossy, i guess i could make it seem i wanted this dead nude lip colour on purpose - with the glossy effect.
i'm actually quite bad at this entire make up journey. Now, whenever i see the make up kit, and a couple of eyeshadows i have from people, as well as bought from my makeup-curious days, i feel so compelled to like give it away or just throw it away. i think THE MOST i'd ever put on my face would be concealer for the zits scars, and eyeliner, oh and lip balm or clear gloss so i won't look like im a drowned victim or something and prolly mascara for like functions or grand events. bleah. Of course without it is better lah. it's so troublesome, you know? and for people like me, whose skin color is ever changing, its redundant for make up. for realziies.
OH OH, my manager looks like MS KWA. MAKES ME SCARED. i almost 'miss kwa'ed her.
OK NAH, YOU RARELY HEAR ME BLOG ABOUT MAKE UP AND SOME OF YOU EVEN THINK I'M GAY <-- WHICH TICKLES ME ALOT. HOW ABOUT A FEMININE SIDE NOW?
TIRED BAI. - :crazy

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